2016, Let me think about it for a while. Hmm... I think it's complicated for me. Sometimes there's a moment when I felt too~ excited!! and in odd moment I felt soo~ despressed, like "what the meant of me being born to this world?"; "what's wrong with me?"; "ah~ it might be better if I died now." Yeah, I ever thought like that. It's crazy idea, isn't? Ha-ha. . but I'm grateful to have a wonderful people such my family & friends around me who always cherish me. In the other words, so many tears drop in this year. Tears of Happiness, Tears of Remorse, and Tears of Sadness.

The last SMAP performance "Sekai ni Hitotsu Dake no Hana" in SMAPxSMAP 2016.12.26 also makes me sad, I cried a lot while watching them sing that song. I only have watched them sing this song once time in Marching J but I fall in love with this song since I listened it for the first time. And this's the second time I watched them sing it again. My tears just fall, although I don't know much about them. I've never watch a single episode of this tv show too. But I always enjoyed watching every drama of each member starring. I also enjoyed watching MC Nakai on Utaban and Nakai no Mado. I still can't believe that they're really disbanded from entertaiment world for this time. So.. to share the sad-, wait! it's not sadness, but motivating song. Yes, the lyric of this song really motivating, makes me feels relieved on the last night of year 2016. Maybe that's what made me cry even more. Sekai ni Hitotsu Dake no Hana, I sub their performance on English and Indonesian just like you can see on the snapshot below. You can watch it streaming &/ download it, 'coz I share it on g-drive.

Watch/Download Sekai ni Hitotsu Dake no Hana

btw, I choose these song to start the year :D "Never give up, Keep on moving on!" ^o^ and "To be free..." I like that tag line. It's have been very long time since its released. I just found and listen it by chance and I like the lyric of these two song ^_^